;;;;;;;;; I was hoping no one would notice OTL

Oh.

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(FUCK.)

I'm graceful ~.~

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(Dongwoo's got himself a journal~)

Ah.. Do I start this with Dear Diary?ㅋㅋ I don't know how to begin.. Well, I just need somewhere to get things off my chest because I was not meant to keep things inside...but I can't really tell anyone about this, so I bought this! Here goes nothing?

Ahㅋㅋ this feels awkward,

Well, I guess I should just start off saying that I'm worried about Myungsoo.. I wish he'd show the same concern to himself that he shows me. I love him a lot but sadly love isn't always enough. Still, I won't give up on him. I'll be by his side until he's happy again, no matter what. He deserves that. If he finds a nice girl, I'll even be his wingmanㅋㅋ ah...that's a painful thought, but I guess at least that way he'd be happy. I wish he could love me back, but I know he can't and accepting it will make it hurt less, I think. I know I could be good for him; I'd treat him well and do my best to always make him smile, but the heart wants what the heart wants and his heart doesn't want me, which is alright, as long as his heart heals soon. If I have to, I'd put it back together piece by piece and leave my fingerprints in hopes he'd let me stay there for a bit. I should stop pretending though, I have to be tough for him, and I know I won't be his. I won't be his. I won't be his. I won't be his. I won't be his. I won't be his, and he won't be mine. Hear that heart? Let him go please.
Anyway,I think I'm hungry now so I'm going to go eat. It felt good to get all this out so I'll be back again for sure~ bye bye!

I need these!

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You do. Maybe then you will thtop grabbing mine.

Or I'll find a way to make yours light up too!

Journal again!
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This is a happy entry! A very happy one!! Myungsoo was having a bad night last but we had a good talk and we were both about to go to bed and I think he was feeling okay, and then I kissed his cheek because well...I couldn't resist ㅋㅋ but then he kissed me!!! On the lips and everything;; I don't know what it means right now but I don't even care~! I could sing!ㅋㅋㅋㅋ ah~ his lips are so soft and he's so warm;; it was better than anything I ever imagined. It was gentle and soft and sweet;;; he had a hand on my chest and one on my cheek and I just about melted;;
ㅋㅋㅋㅋ I sound like a crazy fan. Maybe I amㅋㅋㅋㅋ Infinite's L number one fanboy! Ah, but it's more than that~ I love Myungsoo, not L. I love the real Myungsoo, all sadness included. I just hope this means that maybe he can love me back. Wouldn't that be something?