*after having the most rough week with my manager, Taeyeon, the members, and the fans, I just decide to go to my room, closing the door quietly behind me. Luckily, no one's in the room, so I get to be alone for a while. Laying down on my bed, I pull my knees up to my chest, and wrap myself tightly in the blankets. Thinking about everything that is happening, I start to feel emptier by the second.. or maybe it's just the fact that I haven't eaten a lot these past few weeks. After a minute or two, it's as if I can hear the fans voices again, shouting at me, telling me how much of a traitor I am. I let out a sob, and bury my face between my knees, crying my eyes out*
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