(ss, cutting reference)
*I feel like I can hear her voice and out of all of the people I want to hear it feels so bitter sweet. I keep listening to whatever it is I'm hearing.. it's probably the TV but the clarity of the vocals stings me, like she's here right now. The wall is hiding me and I come to a conclusion that it is the TV so I can come out from hiding. As I pass the wall I see on the other side that she is here. Though I do want to see her, I don't want to see her if she doesn't want me. So I move too quick making my hip bump into the lamp that is about to tip over making a clashing sound that defeats the purpose of me going away quietly.* f-fuck. *I whisper under my breath as I try to put the lamp back in it's original standing and leave the scene at the same time.*
*I feel like I can hear her voice and out of all of the people I want to hear it feels so bitter sweet. I keep listening to whatever it is I'm hearing.. it's probably the TV but the clarity of the vocals stings me, like she's here right now. The wall is hiding me and I come to a conclusion that it is the TV so I can come out from hiding. As I pass the wall I see on the other side that she is here. Though I do want to see her, I don't want to see her if she doesn't want me. So I move too quick making my hip bump into the lamp that is about to tip over making a clashing sound that defeats the purpose of me going away quietly.* f-fuck. *I whisper under my breath as I try to put the lamp back in it's original standing and leave the scene at the same time.*